hApPy ... JoYoUs ... UpSeT

It's been a sweet and upsetting week during the 2005-06 transition period. Something left my mind quite upset after hearing upon it.

Perhaps should go through what I've done during the 2005-06 day bah!

31/12/05
Receive a last minute notice to take over night duty on New Year Day's eve. Quite upset as I cannot worship in Church. Saturday is never my day on duty as I have never plan. This is the story: Someone was on extra duty in the day, while the person supposed to take over the night was on MC, whereby the standby was also on MC. Resulting the officer had to call the 1/1/06 standby duty clerk to come back - Me lor... Sometimes i do wonder these guys really on MC or not? Ok lor, didn't complain much cos I know the officer quite awkward to call me back. Spend the countdown in Ops room lor...

1/1/06
Happy New Year. Received many smses from friends (including bosses and ex-boss). This year didn't really make an effort to reply them cos I dun really know how to use the old phone that my mum exchanged with me - so dun bother to reply lor. Went for a fellowship gathering in the early evening, quite fun with the SP alumni. Can catch up with the rest. Was upset over some issue that I was very angry with some people - Dun wish to address further about it. I prayed and cried in front of the Lord seeking for forgiveness; I would say, being someone who is a spoilsport/ cold blanket may not be welcomed by ppl, the intention was not accepted and the incident was getting out of hand - i feel. I guess my feelings this week is greatly affected and I need to talk to someone soon. A sister-in-Christ called and express her view over this matter(she seemed to have trouble over this issue too) and she seemed to stand with me on this issue, thank God, at least someone understands my stand.

2/1/06
"Nuaring" the whole day. sleep quite well. Watched campus superstar just now, quite like the standard of these young people.

Anyway, dun worry about me. I still can hang on with this incident.

Nitez... God bless! Will start working in office for the new year.