its a busy day for the past two day. having to do alot of mental stress work. and because of tt, i was probably angry with some things and upset with sth.
Disappointed with army's administration, some ppl just like to play rank, push all e saikang to us, resulting the lack of love as a family. its sad seeing my env tis way. dun noe why, this afternoon while i was doing my eliss schedule, tears started to roll down, i was so bothered with the reationship with colleagues that makes me so bothered up (with my work too) tt results tt - I think. just can't ctrl myself, it just kept rolling down... while i was do'in my work... How much so tt I wanted to pray to God that I can hv a brother-in-Christ in tis camp to share abt my exp..., wanted to share with ken lun, but eventually didn't share. Pray to God for his providence to one whom i can share with... I am so upset returning to camp everyday, tried to put up a brave a blessed front each day... I noe Jesus has been with me, if not for his consolation i would have become worst.
Had bible study with Zhiwei in e evening, God taught me very important lesson, in order to run the heavenly race well, we must be familiar ith the very basic...
Have to practise piano now cos tmr morning got piano lesson. Nitez and tk care.
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